Addiction. :)

"You are my life now." Okay, then. This is definitely addiction. :)) I never been too much engrossed with what I'm doing, except for serious stuff, of course. Hahaha. But, reading Twilight by Stephenie Meyer really brought change in me. I became more passionate with what I was reading. Well, I've always been passionate when it comes to reading. Haha. But, thiss one's different. It has some kind of "drug" that once you drink it up, it'll make you an addict. Hm. It's absurd when you put it that way, though. But, the point is, anyone who'll be reading this book will surely love it. :D I for once thought that this was just some average book. But, it isn't average at all. It's extraordinary, amazing and wonderful. :D It's worth 300 bucks when you buy it. Haha. Well, if, let's say, you're not a blood-sucking fan, hmm. Your luck might actually change, you could be one of them, to the least. :) Hahaha.

"I love you more than anything else in the world combine, isn't that enough?" - Bella
"Yes, it is. Enough for forever."

GOSH. :">

E. O. P. :D

September 30, 2008. Educational Outbound Program. :)

At last, it was finally our outbound. :) It was postponed last Friday, so most of us, our level of excitement was decreased. But, no worries. We still had this sense of excitement within us. We couldn't possibly hide it 'cause it's unstoppable. HAHA.

So, it was 5:20 in the morning when I came to school. The night before, I slept at 10:20 p.m. Haha. I was a bit excited. Well, I was excited, major. Haha. So, I hurried up and packed everyhting- last minute pack -up. Haha. The first person I saw was uh, hm. Well. I saw lots of person, but, I was totally looking for my partner...Risa. :) About 5:30. The sun was rising already. :) Good sign. So, 15 minutes after, we departed from school. It's the start of the outbound. :)

It took us about 15 to 20 minutes to settle down. We were 54, for heaven's sake. Hahaha. We were so excited, noise filled up the room. Chat. Chat. Chat. Wow. It was a lot. Haha. We prayed for guidance, led by Kharissa. We started now. Our facilitator was Kuya John. Kuya Alvin was with ii-3. Haha.

Hm. We had trekking and stuff. I fainted, BTW. But, least to say, I enjoyed every minute of it. I love ii-1. :D

"I love this day."

Niknax. :)

September 24. 2008.

Happy o24, Famalee. :D I love you guys, so much. >:D<

This day was special. :) Niknax and I were together during lunch. Hahaha. SEG pa a. It was like a chaos. I was laughing the whole time. :)) I was supposed to tell her several stories to cath up with things. It was supposed to be an "update time." HAHAHA. But, since I was laughing the whole time, I failed to do it. Haha. But, it was still really fun, though. :) I really miss her kasi. She's so busy we don't talk much na. :| Good thing we scheduled this particular day just to have our bonding moment. :D Naks naman. Hahaha. But, really. It was special. Very special, indeed. :D

"We'll be friends forever. No matter what happens. I'll be there. :)"

Marian Youth Camp. :)

September 6, 2008. Marian Youth Camp. This day is celebrated for the Blessed Virgin Mary. It's really a lot of fun. We get to strengthen our faith in God, be like Christ and share our faith with others. There were sixteen school participants. I'm grateful to be chosen as one of the participants representing my school, St. Theresa's College. This was actually held in the Ateneo De Manila University High School covered court. :)

BTW, I met lots of new friends too. :) They were really friendly and they are fun to be with. That day was really, really special. Meeting different kinds of people having unique personalities. Sometines, they'll just come and talk to you unexpectedly. Better be prepared. :) There was lots of stories to share. Lots of fun to be celebrated. :)

"I wish I could turn, turn back the hands of time. :)"

Recollection, A Time for God.:)

August 23, 2008 - ii-1 Recollection.:) This was the last time our class will be together. So, It's better to enjoy the company of each other(to the fullest)!:) I arrived about, six - fifteen in the morning.:) I was so excited. Finally! After two times of cancellation, the day of our recollection has finally come!:) And, I'm so excited!:) The two persons I saw first were Louise(True Friend) and Nacu!:) Hahaha!:)) We said our hi's and I entered school.:) Upon entering, I saw that the class was almost complete.:) Everyone gave their reeco letters.:) It was fun receiving since I've already gave mine to them.:) Anyway, we entered the bus.:) It was CROWDED already! HAHAHA!:)) Well, what do you expect?:) We're 54 lovely maidens in the class!:) Hm. It took about 15 minutes to settle down.:) Well, it was noisy, yet fun.:) But, not completely fun, because Gelly was not around.:|*Aww* I miss her.:(

Since it was a long trip going to Antipolo, we watched a film.:) It's POCAHONTAS!=)) Kbye!:)) I feel like a child.:)) Anyway, Vern, Pau and I were asking several questions.:)) It was about the"stupid thing":)) Well, I forgot the title but it was a LOT of FUN.:) We waited and waited.:) Until, we reached the venue(FINALLY!) Hahaha!:)) Our facilitator, taught us that SILENCE IS THE KEY TO A PEACEFUL COMMUNICATION WITH GOD.:) And truly, it is.:) We've just got to take some time to have peace on our minds and think of nothing but the spirit of God within our hearts.:)

Our session was a lot of fun, I had several realizations within the story of the universe.:) I'm a part of God's craetion and it's my right to preserve it's integrity and beauty.:)

MAGIS - BE MORE.:) This TIME for the ENVIRONMENT.:)

Braces knows Braces.:|

August 17, 2008.
"Braces knows Braces."

I hope you get it.:) I finally told braces that I love braces.:) It's strange where I found this strength to speak out and tell it. Unfortunately, I freaked out and so, I signed out. And then, I came back, but, status check, I was invisible. I got so scared, I didn't even wait for 'braces' to reply. I just don't know what to do. Thinking it's not the right time or wrong timing, I'm just so confuse, scared and I don't know what to do.

Here are some things my friends told me:

"Nasabi mo na ee. Panindigan mo na. Ano pa yung use na magtago ka. E, alam na rin naman niya."
--Well, she's right. What's the use of hiding and running?:) She knows it, don't have to hide it. I need not escape from this.

"Just trust me, swear. Everything's gonna be alright."
--I honestly appreciate the support.:) But, I doubt it if everything's gonna be alright.:|

"Desisyon mo yan ee. Ano bang pakialam nila."
--My weakness is that, I sometimes worry on what others think. But, the question is, why should I? I mean, "This is my life, I'm gonna make a stand."-OTH.:)

Enough Drama.:)
Sister Rush.:)) She needs to use the computer.:))

Kbye.:)

Ironic.(:

"It's like rain, on your wedding day. It's a free ride, wehn you've already paid. It's a good advice that you just didn't take. Now, who would have thought it figures."

Well, isn't it IRONIC? Don't you think? :)

It's just very ironic how things go. There are times when things happen when you least expect them. UNEXPECTED! Ghad! Well, it's unexpected and at the same time, IRONIC. It's when you've got a friend, but, all of a sudden, stabs you at the back. It's when you've prepared all week for this long exam, and without knowing, you just failed it! And, lastly, it's when you fell in love, but, realize, the one you love just don't love you back.:| It's very painful and at the same time, unacceptable. WHY? Everybody wants to be love, for God's sake! I mean, who doesn't? It's like, you keep on fighting for this LOVE, you believe is right. But, then, the one you're fighting for, gives up. OUCH! Ghaaad!:(

Enough of Love.(: Hahaha! It's better to move on. :) But, it's not easy. It takes a long, long time for you to do that. It's not just a snap of a finger and the feeling's gone. It's a process and it takes time.

Well, better start now than regret at the end. :)

"Don't wanna fall for you anymore."